I'm not really asexual →
But I just don’t want sex, well atleast in the terms that it is generally offered.
I see it as compliment towards the relationship, not the essential. And although I have desires, I would not want to place it recklessly, so it leaves me hopeless in finding someone with romantic idealism that matches my own.
Everyone seems to have such advance ideals, and I’d just like someone as backwards as me. But not in this ‘muslim’ obsessed away, but just someone who thinks of their actions, and who is contemplative in all things that they do. Someone who seeks reasons for all actions, and has high expectations of themselves, and their partner.